having anxiety and depression is like being scared and tired at the same time. it’s the fear of failure but no urge to be productive, and it’s wanting friends while hating socializing. it’s like running a marathon with the willpower of a corpse because you want to get to the end but you also want to sleep and evaporate into the soil and become compost for snails and flowers because then at least you’re useful
It takes an entire ensemble to make a show come alive;
From the center snare to the actors and rack players,
the lead weapon to the member of the flagline,
the trumpet soloist to the auxiliary player,
it takes everyone giving it everything they’ve got to make a show happen. No one person can make the show, and no one person can be done without. No role, no performer is insignificant.
Don’t ever forget that.